vacations over

so much has happened since i was last here... my last blog makes me laugh, it'd seems like forever waiting for things to move forward but it was even worse when my water broke Dec. 28th. I got the hospital and was 7cm dilated and never got past 8. We got to the hospital around, ok I meant to continue this but I think it may have been the 29th and I'm not sure if we got to the hospital at 11 or 1am, i think it was one, my minds a bit fuzzy it seems (mom I'm going to need some verification on this, lol) Anyway it was a really long time before the doctor asked if I would like to wait another hour to see if I dilated more or would like a C-section, I went for C-Section because by that point it felt like she was going to rip my uterus open and walk out... good thing too, because I got pushed back for the C-section twice so I'm not sure how many hours later just a really long time it was finally my turn. In the "operating" room if thats what they call it one of the doctors told me I didn't need to scream, lol ok i didn't have an epidural just the n drug (not sure what it was called- the nurse said it wouldn't stop the pain just not make you care, narcotic i think of some sort, i felt a little out of it when they first gave it to me)so I was in a lot of pain, and my mom says she thinks it was a bit of back labor plus the fact she was "sunny side up" or something like that needless to say all the men in the "operating" room can tell me it's not necessary after they have their first child. Needless to say I absolutely love the anesthesiologist. After they gave me whatever it was like was good and nothing hurt. Positive note, I just schedule my next delivery, lol. I find that funny.

so my boyfriend is home too around Jan. 18th. We bonded him and he took the four day bus ride home. That came about because Arizona set him a court date and in the meanwhile my attorney was trying to get a bond hearing in Arlington, but it was like we think monday and then maybe friday and then eventually it was set to be heard on the 18th, but Arizona continued their dates and gave him a bond hearing, wonderful judge in my opinion. The attorney on the other hand I had to tell about the arizona date, only one who knew was me and I' the only one INS won't talk too..... needless to say there is a wealth of information online including an 800 number for case information (but shh, my attorney doesn't know, haha) SO court is now set for June in Arlington, we'll see how it goes.

And too my beautiful baby girl, a week and a few days shy of her 2 month birthday.... but at the same times it's like she was always here. She's starting to focus much better and she's smiling and cooing to us. She has teddy bears from valentines day on the back of the living room couch, and she loves them. Every time she sees them she gets a great big smile and starts cooing, it's not an if or a maybe but everytime she does. She likes them more then Mommy, lol. Now Grammy has been with us for the last two weeks so I could come back to work till I found a babysitter. (I hope I've picked the right one, but I think she'll be great) But Grammy has been with her and talks to her in the tense, well I'm not she if it is a tense but for example yes her is, or hers is. I'm going to miss that , I'm sure she (Grammy)will too. I think we all will. I miss spending everyday with her but I have to work. Speaking of it's time to start...